2/18/08 11:34 am - I am...
a heart breaker
sick and it sucks
A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands.
Life has been interesting, but oh so good...
On Wednesday I graduate... Well I don't truly graduate but I am walking and then I'll get my diploma in August. I'll have all the embarrassing pictures to put up here, gah, I hate having pictures taken. I'm taking a couple college classes over the summer: ENC English 1101, and Intermediate Algebra. I'm taking the Algebra mostly because I wanted to brush up on my math.
I'm in the process of trying to get a scholarship right now. It'll pay for everything for two years, here at SCC and you have to get an A.S. in Computer Science, Engineering, or Mathematics... I'm going for the Engineering, more specifically Architectural Design and Construction Technology.
I know... I keep changing my mind about everything... But in the end I still know where I want to be: In Ohio with my lover.
Today is my last day of school.... I've got an A in English, A in Psychology... and fuck if I know the rest, but most likely A's.
Work has been sucking lately, bad. I've been there for over a fucking year and they all treat me like crap... however, the money is decent for my age... I'm going to try to find myself a morning job as a server... maybe perkins? or Ihop?
My lover and I are doing great.... we're still in that adoration phase and it doesn't look like it will be ending anytime soon. Gods, there's so much I wish to say... We're amazing together, we really are. I love it when he spends the night, it feels so wonderful to feel his body against mine all night long and to wake up and have him be the first thing I see and feel in the morning. Only 10.5 months before we can move in together, lol.
I've been saving money like crazy... I guess I'm worried? I don't know... I think I just want to make sure that I have enough money to get and do everything that I want to do once I turn 18. examples: moving, a nice car, furniture, I want to start a retirement fund….
Tuesday is going to suck… My mom wants to take me to the mall and go shopping for a dress for graduation and dinner. I’m not supposed to know, but for dinner we’re going to my lover’s job, Ruth’s Chris Steakhouse. While at the mall she wants to make an appointment for Wednesday to get my hair and makeup down, along with getting my pictures taken… joy!
My Grandmother, mother, father, boyfriend, and boyfriend’s mother are all going to the graduation. Then we’re all going to dinner except for the gram’s, she doesn’t want to go. I’ve already pre-warned Ernie and Danielle that I will be so fake on Wednesday, smiling a lot, laughing, acting like I’m having a great time… though hopefully it won’t all be fake, I’m sure I’ll enjoy some of it… especially the alone time I’ll have with my lover after everything.
I don’t really know what to type about, but I’ll be in class for another 40 minutes still…
… I want to go to sleep.
*waves* Hello, everyone. I hope y'all are doing well.
I've been doing very well, besides being sick. I'm not sure how but I've obtained an ovary infection, but it should almost be all gone by now. I saw the doctor last Monday and she gave me these horrible pills, but they seem to be working because I don't feel as much pain. Before that I had another UTI and in between the two I had a really bad cold.
I'm in love with, what I think the most amazing guy. He's been with me and helped support me in all these times I've been sick, which has been a lot. It astounds me how everything can feel so wrong and everything can be going so badly and he'll be my rock to keep me balanced and rooted.
Work has been profitable. I've been working extra shifts, and attempting to save most of what I make. We're all getting a new schedule soon and I'm not completely positive but I'm pretty sure mine will be from Thursday - Monday all starting at 5. This means I can cover more morning shifts and make more.
Most people know by now that I've been planning to move back to
I've been doing well in school, my last day at the school will be April 30 and then graduation is on May 2nd. I'm so excited. Though I still have to take OJT and an online class over the summer, then I'll officially be done. But either way it's still really exciting considering I wouldn't have been done until May '08. Once summer starts I'm going to picking up a second job, again. I'm hoping to maybe work at Perkins in the morning. It seems like they would have a good breakfast crowd seeing how close they are to the high way n all.
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